Puke… Puke… Puke.
No matter how you look at it, no matter how you say it, I am very much pregnant! With another guy or guys babies. I’ve been MIA due to crazy extreme morning sickness.
Just in case you missed it, I have been trying to get pregnant for a loving same sex couple using both of their nearly non existent sperm after they gave up trying after numerous failed surrogate attempts with multiple woman and multiple methods. My husband and I have donated my womb to couples since completing out family. This story is new to us. They baby or babies growing inside of me carry my DNA. I did not conceive the same way I typically did when sealing the deal to grow a child. I have always dreamed of carrying multiables. My body is amazing and a multiples pregnancy would complete my journey. I’ve giving birth to big babies, with a big daddy, I’ve been surprised by the gender at birth, been surprised with the IP of the father who fathered the baby, I’ve had home births, pushed a baby into its fathers hands, nearly pushed a newborn toddlers out of my who-ha in the middle of no where but never a multi and never my egg since my youngest was born.
Conceiving was next to impossible but WE did it. Fertility treatments for me and both fathers, baby making sperm cocktails, ultrasounds, several tries, one yay– ohhhh nooo.
The scan showed seven great eggs and four good looking eggs for sperm to attack. One single scan since the cocktail let us peek inside. Three blobs. Two of the blobs are likely twins or slightly older than the other. I have had bleeding and horrible morning sickness. I’m certain multiple babies are thriving in my womb tonight but I’m not sure how many. Just one, two, five, or more? Oh Shit, that is crazy.
I’m very sick. My breast are prepping for something great to happen in the coming months. I should know something soon but not too soon. We have decided to wait on finding out until the risk is lower. Much easier to loose one than five. Plus I don’t want to interrupt or disturb anything happening in there! Many times fertilized eggs do not make it and it would be best for the guys to keep that unknown like nature intended!